I’m that girl that tries to make someone else smile even when her own world is a mess and he faith falls out of place, i’m that girl who might be scared to take a chance but if its something I want instead of pretending to be happy as someone i’m not i’ll take it.

I’m that girl who’s afraid to let her her emotions show around a lot of people, so instead just bottle it all up and keep it in. I’m that girl who tries to act that what other people think of her style and how she looks doesn’t matter but deep down it does. I’m the type of girl that can keep a secret and most importantly a promise.

I’m that girl that people call awkward, weird and scared but there is more to me if you’ll listen beyond all the noise and static. I’m that girl that can cry and laugh at the same time, the girl that seems innocent but somehow always seems to hurt people. I’m that girl that tries to pick her self up when she doesn’t think there is any strength left inside and sometimes fails to do so, but never gives up on anything if it means a lot to her. 

I’m the girl who loves to laugh, the one who can joke around until things get out of control, the one who envy’s those popular girls at high school because she just see’s herself as some outcast walking the halls of what seems to be a jail that she has to go back to everyday. 

I’m that girl you can call unperfect , my hair is always in a messy bun on the top of my head and no make up, i’m a mess, i’m under a lot of pressure and stress, i’m really no different from all the rest, if it were up to be i’d say I come second best.

But most importantly I am who I am, and even know my life has thrown me a lot of curve balls I wouldn’t change anything, I know there is people in my life that love me for who I am, and because of them I feel worth it, I know I am not the prettiest girl around by any chance but that is okay, because I have them, and with them even know my days aren’t always the brightest they still come through like rays of sun and can brighten any dark situation, I know on those dark days if I didn’t have the days would be even darker. 

 ♥